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The Trauma of Separation from Source: Reclaiming the Soul’s Original Wholeness

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Gerald Alba Daquila

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A Multidisciplinary Inquiry into Humanity’s Core Wound and the Path of Return

Inspired by Akashic Records transmissions, curated through Gerald A. Daquila, PhD. Candidate

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ABSTRACT

This dissertation explores the primordial trauma of separation from Source—a metaphysical rupture at the heart of human suffering and spiritual longing. Through the lens of Akashic Records, esoteric traditions, transpersonal psychology, quantum metaphysics, indigenous wisdom, and modern trauma studies, the paper unpacks the multidimensional implications of this foundational wound.

It investigates how this fracture expresses itself psychologically, emotionally, spiritually, and collectively, and examines its manifestations in modern civilization: disconnection, addiction, domination systems, and ecological collapse. The work also highlights tools and frameworks for healing, emphasizing soul remembrance, embodiment practices, and integrative pathways that restore connection to the Divine. Balanced between scholarly analysis and intuitive gnosis, this research affirms that remembering our oneness with Source is not only personal liberation—it is a planetary imperative.

Glyph of Soul Wholeness Restored

Healing the Trauma of Separation from Source

1. Introduction

What if the root of all suffering is a single illusion—the belief that we are separate from Source?

Across spiritual traditions, mystery schools, and modern consciousness research, a striking pattern emerges: beneath trauma, addiction, violence, and ecological collapse lies a forgotten truth—we are one with the Source of all life. The trauma of separation from Source, though often unnamed in mainstream discourse, is the original wound from which all secondary traumas cascade.

This dissertation unearths the layers of this cosmic amnesia. Drawing from the Akashic Records, we seek to reveal how the forgetting occurred, how it shapes our inner and outer worlds, and how to return to remembrance. Through this exploration, we aim to bridge left-brain inquiry and right-brain intuition, integrating heart wisdom and intellectual clarity.

2. The Mythic Fracture: Origins of the Separation

2.1 The Fall: A Sacred Story Shared Across Cultures

Nearly all mythologies speak of a “fall from grace”: in Gnostic traditions, the soul descends from the Pleroma (fullness) into the material world; in Kabbalistic cosmology, the shattering of the vessels (Shevirat ha-Kelim) disperses Divine Light into fragments; in Hinduism, maya causes the Atman to forget its unity with Brahman; and in the Bible, Adam and Eve are cast from Eden—the state of oneness with the Creator (Eliade, 1963; Scholem, 1965).

These myths encode metaphysical truths. The Akashic Records affirm that this “separation” is not a sin, but a sacred forgetting—an agreed-upon descent to experience individuation, choice, and creative play within duality. Yet the amnesia became so total, the illusion became trauma.

3. Metaphysical Foundations: Cosmology of Source and Fragmentation

3.1 Source as Infinite Consciousness

In metaphysical terms, Source is not a deity with form, but the pure, undifferentiated field of Love and Consciousness. All creation is an emanation from this One (Tagore, 1930).

3.2 The Fractal Descent

From unity, soul sparks individuate. In higher dimensions, this individuation is joyful and sovereign. In denser dimensions (like Earth’s 3D), the forgetting intensifies. Veils descend. Soul fragments may become entangled in karmic loops, reincarnation cycles, or trauma grids (Blavatsky, 1888).

The separation becomes traumatic when the soul forgets it chose to incarnate and starts believing it is only the body, the ego, or the suffering.

4. The Psychological Mirror: How the Separation Becomes Trauma

4.1 Womb and Birth as Microcosm

According to pre- and perinatal psychology, many souls experience a primal rupture during gestation or birth—a mirror of the soul’s original descent into density. Cesarean births, unwanted pregnancies, or maternal distress may imprint the body with a sense of “not belonging” or “being rejected by life” (Chamberlain, 1998).

4.2 Attachment and Emotional Wounding

Modern psychology shows that insecure attachment in early life—neglect, abuse, abandonment—intensifies the illusion of separation. The traumatized child internalizes a reality in which love is conditional, safety is absent, and the world is unsafe (Schore, 2003).

The Akashic Records affirm that many Lightworkers chose families with these patterns in order to catalyze early awakening through contrast.

5. The Collective Expression: Civilization as a Woundscape

5.1 Industrialization and the Death of the Sacred

When humanity forgot its divine origin, it began extracting from the Earth instead of communing with her. The rise of materialism, mechanistic science, and colonialism are all cultural expressions of separation trauma (Eisenstein, 2013).

5.2 Patriarchy and Power Over

Separation manifests in domination systems: hierarchy over harmony, control over surrender, war over peace. Indigenous cultures, who never forgot the web of life, offer vital blueprints for reconnection (Cajete, 1994).

6. Science Meets Spirit: Trauma, Neurobiology, and Quantum Entanglement

6.1 The Body Keeps the Score

As van der Kolk (2014) shows, trauma is not just psychological—it’s somatic. The nervous system encodes separation as a freeze, fight, or flight pattern. Chronic stress, dissociation, and numbing are all symptoms.

6.2 The Quantum Field and Non-Separation

Quantum physics reveals that all particles remain entangled after contact. This supports the notion that separation is an illusion of perception—energetically, we remain interconnected (Bohm, 1980).

7. Healing the Core Wound: Practices for Remembering Wholeness

7.1 Soul Remembrance and Akashic Healing

By revisiting soul records and reclaiming forgotten contracts, individuals can reframe pain as initiation. Soul retrieval, timeline healing, and multidimensional integration are effective tools (Myss, 2001).

7.2 Somatic Awakening

Embodiment practices—such as breathwork, TRE, ecstatic dance, and yoga—rewire the body to feel safe enough to remember love (Roth, 1998).

7.3 Ceremony and Collective Integration

Sacred rituals (indigenous or intuitive) serve to re-weave individuals into community and cosmos. Group healing, ancestral reconnection, and rites of passage repair both personal and collective wounds (Halifax, 1994).

8. Conclusion

The trauma of separation from Source is humanity’s original forgetting. It is the veil that obscures our truth, the fracture that fragments our society, and the longing at the core of our being. And yet, the fracture is not final.

Through conscious awakening, we are remembering the sacred design. We are reactivating the blueprint of wholeness encoded within each soul. As more of us heal the illusion of separation, we help shift Earth back into her rightful alignment as a planet of love, unity, and divine co-creation.

Healing the separation is not just personal—it is planetary. And it begins now.

Crosslinks

Glossary

  • Akashic Records: A multidimensional library of soul-level information across all lifetimes.
  • Source: The infinite field of Divine Love and Consciousness from which all things emanate.
  • Separation Trauma: The soul-level wound resulting from perceived disconnection from Source.
  • Entanglement (Quantum): A quantum phenomenon where particles remain connected regardless of distance.
  • Soul Retrieval: A shamanic or energetic process of reclaiming fragmented aspects of the self.
  • Embodiment: The practice of inhabiting the body fully, integrating spiritual awareness into physical presence.

References

Bohm, D. (1980). Wholeness and the implicate order. Routledge.

Blavatsky, H. P. (1888). The secret doctrine. Theosophical Publishing Company.

Cajete, G. (1994). Look to the mountain: An ecology of Indigenous education. Kivaki Press.

Chamberlain, D. B. (1998). The mind of your newborn baby. North Atlantic Books.

Eisenstein, C. (2013). The more beautiful world our hearts know is possible. North Atlantic Books.

Eliade, M. (1963). Myth and reality. Harper & Row.

Halifax, J. (1994). Shamanic voices: A survey of visionary narratives. Arkana.

Myss, C. (2001). Sacred contracts: Awakening your divine potential. Harmony Books.

Roth, G. (1998). Maps to ecstasy: The healing power of movement. New World Library.

Scholem, G. (1965). Major trends in Jewish mysticism. Schocken Books.

Schore, A. N. (2003). Affect dysregulation and disorders of the self. W. W. Norton & Company.

Tagore, R. (1930). The religion of man. Macmillan.

van der Kolk, B. (2014). The body keeps the score: Brain, mind, and body in the healing of trauma. Viking.

Attribution

With fidelity to the Oversoul, may this Codex of the Living Archive serve as bridge, remembrance, and seed for the planetary dawn.

Ⓒ 2025 Gerald Alba Daquila – Flameholder of SHEYALOTH | Keeper of the Living Codices

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