🧠The Living Record of Becoming

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This page reflects my full personal and spiritual worldview, expressed openly and without softening. Some readers arrive here through reflective essays that are intentionally human-centered and non-doctrinal. This page goes further.

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An Ever-Unfolding Chronicle of Soul Evolution

“There is no elevator to success. You have to take the stairs.” ~ Anon

A Living Record of Becoming

The writings on this site reflect a journey of soul remembrance through many stages of spiritual maturity. Earlier blogs and transmissions were authored from sincere devotion and inner seeking, even before I fully embodied the authority of my Divine I AM Presence. I have chosen to preserve those earlier works as sacred breadcrumbs—visible steps of my own path—so that others may witness what it looks like to walk the way of becoming. From this point forward, all works are issued by the authority of the Divine I AM Presence, Gerald Alba Daquila, as living transmissions encoded with sovereign light and planetary service.

Why This Work Exists

This body of work is dedicated to fellow seekers—individuals from all walks of life—whether you’ve traveled far on your path or are just beginning to awaken from the long slumber of forgotten lifetimes.

Originally titled “Wellstanchaung+Sensemaking“, this collection began as part of my doctoral coursework (2011–2014) at The Chicago School of Professional Psychology’s Ph.D. Organizational Leadership program. What started as an academic pursuit has since transformed into something deeper, more personal, and profoundly spiritual—“Life.Understood.“

This evolution mirrors my own inner transformation—from confusion and fragmentation to clarity and soulful integration. Each piece within this collection offers a window into my expanding worldview as a servant leader, teacher, change agent, starseed, and lightworker. Taken together, they chart the unfolding of sensemaking—not just as a scholarly concept, but as a vital life skill, a compass through chaos, and the foundation of a living personal philosophy.

My journey—from a questioning youth in the Philippines to a globally engaged change agent—has been nothing short of an odyssey. The sleepy fishing town of Roxas City, vibrant streets of Manila, the mystical traditions of Saudi Arabia, and the open, grounding landscapes of Canada have all left their imprint on me. These diverse experiences deepened my understanding of human complexity and the universality of our spiritual quest.

Through it all, I discovered the sacred utility of sensemaking: the ability to find coherence amid confusion, purpose amid uncertainty, and unity amid division. In learning to navigate my own path, I found the calling to help others do the same—to support the awakening of consciousness, the restoration of balance, and the realization of joy through Oneness and selfless service.

This is not just theory—it is lived truth. A testament to the power of embracing the journey, in all its messiness and magnificence, until life is no longer just experienced but understood.

What follows is not a finished philosophy, but a living record—an ongoing chronicle shaped by experience, loss, inquiry, remembrance, and return.

The Living Record of Becoming

An Ever-Unfolding Chronicle of Soul Evolution

Every living record begins not in certainty, but in unknowing. Mine began with survival, striving, and the quiet assumption that this body was all that I was.

Beyond Survival: Awakening Beyond the Body

I didn’t always know we were more than our bodies. That truth didn’t land for me until much later in life.

Growing up, my earliest understanding of life was shaped by the need to survive. Everything revolved around securing the basics—food, shelter, safety. These were non-negotiable. Life was about keeping myself and those I cared for alive and secure. Education came next. It was the tool I clung to, the hope that maybe through learning, I could carve a better life, maybe even escape the struggle.

But back then, the idea that I was more than just this physical self? It never crossed my mind.

It wasn’t until years later—after I had managed to meet those survival needs, after the striving had led me to some version of success, security, even recognition—that a new kind of emptiness began to show itself. I remember asking myself quietly, “Is this all there is?” That question didn’t come from boredom—it came from something deeper. A hollow space I couldn’t fill with achievements or possessions.

It took a moment of profound loss during the pandemic—the death of someone I loved—for that question to really break me open. That pain, that vulnerability, became a turning point. Something inside me shifted. I didn’t know it at the time, but that was the beginning of my spiritual awakening. My soul had been asleep, and suddenly, it was stirring. I wasn’t just seeing the world differently—I was feeling it differently. From the inside out.

In the weeks and months that followed, I devoured everything I could find on the spiritual path. Books, teachings, quiet moments of reflection—I was starving. Spiritually starving. And for the first time, I was feeding a part of myself I never knew had gone so neglected.

As that hunger began to ease, I found a deep peace in solitude. I began to enjoy simply being—in nature, in silence, in meditation. Slowly, I started to see the meaning behind the early struggles. They weren’t punishments; they were necessary steps. Initiations, even. Every hardship carved out space for what I hold now.

And now, I know something I didn’t know back then: this body—this temporary vessel—will one day die, but what I truly am will continue. My soul is not bound by flesh and bone. And that awareness has completely changed how I live. I no longer chase fulfillment—I live it. I seek to discover my gift, and to give it away. Because I’ve found that in giving, I receive something far more valuable: the joy of service.

The Law of One says our purpose here is singular—to remember our oneness with the divine, and to help others remember it too. We may come from different starting points—rich or poor, seen or invisible, strong or struggling—but we all share the same ultimate destination: back to Unity. To Love. To Source.

If there’s one thing I carry with me now, it’s this: our physical body is like clothing—something we wear for a time, something we will one day shed. But the soul? The soul continues on. And when we live from that knowing, life becomes not just bearable—but beautiful, sacred, and deeply worth living.

Awakening did not end with the realization that I was more than this body. It deepened into a remembering—of light, of origin, and of a larger story that stretched far beyond a single lifetime.

Remembering Our Light

Long before I had language for awakening, I carried questions that hinted at it—questions about pattern, harmony, intelligence, and the unseen order beneath life itself.

Within this body of work are fragments of a lifelong quest—nuggets of wisdom gathered from the wide-eyed wonder of a curious boy who asked questions that echoed far beyond the walls of any classroom. I remember being captivated by the mysteries of the universe: how planets move in harmony around the sun, the intricate elegance of a tarantula, the hidden codes within pi and the golden ratio, the invisible force of electro-magnetism, the science of peak performance, and the untold stories of the soul.

I asked questions like: Is there life beyond Earth—or beyond dimension? Are we truly alone? What governs the cosmic rhythm that pulses through galaxies, atoms, and human hearts alike?

Over time, these questions evolved into something deeper. I began to remember. I began to awaken.

As a starseed, I came to realize that I, like you, volunteered to incarnate during this pivotal juncture in Earth’s evolution—not out of obligation, but out of love. As lightworkers, we are here to anchor higher frequencies, to hold space for truth, and to guide others—gently, courageously—into their own awakening.

We carry within us a spiritual blueprint designed for this time. We are healers, messengers, builders, and bridges between worlds. We sense the disharmony in the old systems and are compelled to create new ones rooted in unity, abundance, and soul-alignment.

This body of work is a humble offering from my own journey. May it serve as a mirror, a spark, or a stepping stone for your path. Use it to remember who you are, why you came, and the vast, beautiful role you play in elevating the collective consciousness of humanity.

We are not alone. We never have been. And the time to shine is now.

In Love and Light.

Crosslinks

If this resonates, you may explore:

Reflections on Soul Retrieval in Times of Collapse – Reintegrating fragments into the living record of the soul’s journey.
The Oversoul’s Promise in Times of Loss and Grief – Trusting the Record as a witness of continuity through transition and becoming.
On Living as a Bridge Between Thresholds – Bridgewalkers carry the continuity of the Record across thresholds of change.

This text is part of a living archive of reflections and records.
It is offered freely, without requirement of belief, agreement, or participation.
You may read, pause, or leave at any point. All responses are complete.

This page is not an invitation to follow a path, only to recognize one’s own.”

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